Need to connect, to connect myself,
Have to take it and insert it in my nerve system,
Need to sleep, I must sleep.
Awake, all naked, cover in blood and in a little body,
It feels real, it feels normal, but yet I know that it is abnormal,
Knowing consciously that I am asleep, but why do I feel the need to keep my eyes shut and dream?
It is so warm, so good and so comfortable,
Yet it is so dark, so hard and fragile,
This body in which from now on I will live, will be my reality till the end.
What could have happened along the process,
Can't reach out to pull it out of my nerve system,
I think I lost control, and I think I am for nevermore.